(19/JUL/2014) - Sri Mayapur, India

As like yesterday today also I didn't had a good fortune to spend my time with Guru Maharaj personally. As I am trying to do some service in Sri Krishna Caitanya Book project. I went to do some arrangement for that. And after that I went to Archives to complete few works and came back to Lotus roof at 1:30pm. Guru Maharaj was having his lunch. Then I took his darshan and I was there with him till 4pm. I help him to go to bed to take rest after his lunch.

Then again, I went back to Archives and return back to lotus roof at 8pm. Then I heard that Guru Maharaj gave darshan and a small talk to Mathuradesh devotees. But unfortunately, I didn't get that info regarding that program. Anyhow, Janakiram pr recorded the class. So I will hear his talk, and edit and upload it soon. Then I had a talk with Maha Varaha Pr, he said, "Guru Maharaj is too tired. He just spoke for ten mins, then his voice was not clear, and he need nice rest at least for another week. So we should not arrange any other class."

Then after Guru Maharaj's dinner. I just started to read the answers of Sri Krishna Caitanya Mercy Contest.  I read all the answers in its complete, and every single word. As Guru Maharaj wanted. And even though it is same answer; reading it for 30mins continuously. And Guru Maharaj was just listening, listening, listening with rapt attention.  He is too tired.

Yesterday day, he asked me, "should I sent thanking reply for all the participants?" I said, "now we are receiving many answers. It will be difficult send thanks to all, personally by your Holiness." Then he got convinced.

Who can be like him?

Then Guru Maharaj went to bed. I returned back to our Servant room. Many hankering to take his darshan for a second. Many didn't get a chance to see him for years. I don't know, what kind mercy that, he is showering on me. There is no measure for his mercy.

-(Shyama Rasika Dasa - Personal Diary)