(21/JUL/2014) - Sri Mayapur, India
As like yesterday today also, I spent
my time with Vidvan Gauranga Pr and Archives. And return back to see Guru
Maharaj at 5 pm. Guru Maharaj was taking his afternoon rest. Then he woke
up at 6:30pm. I went to saw him, he asked me, "Why you didn't come to see
me whole day?" And i explained him what I was doing. Then he asked me to
read the answers for 13th question. And I was reading one by one. Then he
started to speak to Jaya Radha Krishna Prabhu regarding finding quotes on Srila
Prabhupada and on our movement, that was very deep; Guru Maharaj said,
"I am the only one searching for that...may be some. But so far nothing we
found." "Once in South India; One person came and asked me, how do
you know that 10,000 years is golden age. Then we don't know, what is the
answer, and he himself said, in Brahma Vaivarta purana, 125th section it is
mentioned by Lord Krishna to the rivers headed by Ganga." So Guru Maharaj
said, "We didn't know this before; and we didn't research; someone
came and told us. Lord Chaitanya is chana avatar; now it is a time to reveal
His glories. We have to do it." So he spoke for almost 20 mins.
Then he met Sankarshan Nitai Pr and
was discussing about, Malda, Ramkeli and Ekachakra temple construction
and deity installation. After that meeting Guru Maharaj gave darshan to
Gauranga Desh devotees. Around 25 devotees were there. Guru maharaj spoke for 5
mins about Sri Mayapur and it's glories. After that the group leaders
introduced each family. And Guru Maharaj was blessed them. As Guru Maharaj is
sick. He didn't touch anyone or give prasadam from his hand. Guru Maharaj said,
put the table between him and devotees. So that they will be three feet away
from him. It is not that Guru Maharaj get some infection from devotees.
He don't want any devotee to take his infection and suffer. Who can think
like this?
Then Guru Maharaj took his dinner.
After dinner he went to toilet. And came back and chanted his Gayathri. Then
went to bed at 12 am.
While Guru Maharaj taking his dinner,
I was speaking with Deva Gauranga Pr. And he was sharing with me, what happened
during this afternoon. He said, Guru Maharaj was asking for Jewel, so
Deva Gauranga Pr didn't understand, he asked Guru Maharaj what is that Guru
Maharaj? "I want that Ciyamantaka Jewel, I want to produce gold and
use it TOVP."
And before Guru Maharaj went to bed,
he was making action with his left hand as like he is shooting with gun. Then
Guru Maharaj said it seems, "I want to practice gun shooting with left
arm." Then Deva Gauranga Pr remembered old days of Guru Maharaj in
Mayapur, he said, "Guru Maharaj practice gun shooting, arrow
shooting, and stick fight." And while speaking, His eyes slightly watered.
And said, "Guru Maharaj! Was like that, now to see him in this condition
my heart it breaking. Now he is sitting like Jagannath Das Baba ji Maharaj; it
should happen after 30 years; not now."
Like this, everyone was speaking the
glories of Guru Maharaj and their love for Guru Maharaj has no end.
At 12 am Guru Maharaj was asking
about Sri Krishna Caitanya Book project progress. And I was explaining
him, what Vidvan Gauranga Prabhu is upto. And from Thursday we start one hour
everyday with Guru Maharaj on this project. Very exciting and waiting for it.
-(Shyama Rasika Dasa - Personal Diary)
